wonder wonder

here i am....blogging again....

actually..while i'm typing this...i have no idea or wat to blog about...

its not tat i have no topic to blog..its just too much to blog....i have alot alot of things to blog about...alot alot of things to rant about..

but i just cant do it here..some might be too personal to be blog here...

all i can say is tat those things really make me restless...sometimes

really...

i remember last week...i chatted wif one of my online fren....she went to my friendster and read all my testimonial written by my frens...and she laughed and laughed...said tat my testimonials are funny and she was sure tat i'm tat funny in real person as stated in all the testimonials...

but when i read back....indeed..i smiled as i read thru all the testi...but...all the testi are like...2 years ago??

i wonder whether i have changed thru-out these years..

i wonder whether i still that funny???or become funnier?? or maybe worst..become boring...??

i wonder whether my attitude have changed??

i dunnu..i seriously dunnu....i hope maybe someone can just turn up and tell me...

"nah...u havnt change at all since last time.."

tat would be a great great great relief for me..rather than

"oh..u changed alot...i like the old you..not the new you.."

nvm....ppl do change as time goes by...

i've seen those used to be jack-ass become a nice person....

i hope i'm not the opposite..*prays*

well..i guess i'm thinking too much....

maybe is because of assignments and midterms coming make me think alot...

one thing for sure...i wanna get out from cyber as soon as possible...

i cant wait for the holidays to come...

ahh....someone plz help me so tat i can go thru this semester....

*prays*

think i'm going to stop here...

have a nice weekend ppl out there..and take care tooooo

:.: listening to 'the love of love' cd 1 :.: